Dear all, Thanks for all your good wishes, flowers and cards, phone calls. Here is the news: I will be on medication for epilepsy for life. When my quality of life is so that it is not good they may biopsy/operate/radiotherapy/chemo. I have two tumours which are benign and slow growing: My walking/balance may be affected as will my ability to say certain words, recognize certain items. These things have already started happening. My right eye peripheral vision seems now to be affected and may get worse. All these things I have to watch out for but they may only happen over a lengthy period of time as both tumours are benign and slow growing. They have been there a very long time. They call it a watch and wait policy. In 4 months I go for another MRI scan to determine if the tumours have grown any. Also I will be tested on my possible worsening symptoms. If there is no tumour growth and no more worsened symptoms then the next mri scan will possibly be 6 months later, the next one being 1 year etc. Way to go: I have found out about non-invasive radio surgery called stereotactic surgery or gamma knife surgery. I can definitely have this for one tumour (Melanie) but not sure about the other as this one is quite diffuse. This type of surgery is done in USA, Germany or the UK. I am in the process of finding out whether my medical insurance would cover that. Also the benefits need to be weighed against the risks. Also they do not know which tumour is causing the epilepsy. For people who want to do research on the tumours - here are their types and details: Type: Meningioma Classification: Grade I Site: occipital lobe Joannie Name: Melanie Type: Glioma Astrocytoma Classification: Poss Grade I Site: Right temporal lobe Joannie Name: Astrid or Starry My age is a factor also in this. They have sent me home and are actively doing nothing. If I was 30 they would have a different approach. I have to best get on with life. I can go back to work and I can still fly (not me personally :-). Driving is out of the question for 6 months from the last seizure (July 14 is blast off day) unless I have another seizure. The medication for the epilepsy make me drowsy at the moment so work is out of the question just now until my body gets used to the medication. I do however have a date in mind that I will aim for starting work - possible middle April. Just to keep you all informed. If people want to give me a call/visit/email please do - its always a pleasure hearing/seeingreading from you. Kind Regards, Joannie